I am a romantic until romanticism is required.

I pray. A lot more than I used to. But I've come to discover in the past few weeks that I am always skeptical of receiving answers... because its too abstract for me. I treat it like a realist.

And that's silly.

And in colloquially romantic things... I'm a die hard romantic until it all breaks down and fear and frustration set in. Then I'm a realist and cynic.

And that's silly.